I have been AWOL for awhile. I have wanted to write. I have needed to purge but some how, some way I have found a reason not to write. First it started with Big Bertha, my laptop, being REALLY slow. No really I’m talking dial-up slow. I am talking 386 1993 slow. I’m not really sure what happened it just decided one day that it was no longer a spring chicken. I’m not sure why since it is only 6 years old. Shouldn’t laptops last more than 6 years? Shouldn’t you be able to download a bazillion songs and a gazillion pictures, a couple of movies and lots and lots of documents and it still run as fast as the day you got it? Oh wait it is 6 years old! It wasn’t THAT fast to begin with. Then came the holidays and really who has time during the holidays what with traveling and cooking and cooking while you travel it just all gets very messy.
Then it rained. Hey that is an event here in Southern California! Everything stops. Everyone goes into OH SHIT mode and we get nothing done because “it’s raining.” As in “I would have cooked supper but it was raining” or “I am so sorry I didn’t do the laundry, it was raining” or “I couldn’t do my Christmas shopping because it’s raining” or my personal favorite “I can’t come to work today because it is raining”. You see I have all kinds of excuses but what it really comes down to is I lost my muse.
I’m not sure where she is or who she is visiting but it is time for her to come back. She used to wake me in the middle of the night with tidbits to add to my unfinished novel. She used to nudge me at the laundry to write down my observations to use for future musings. She used to SCREAM at me to write about the characters in my life and now there is just quiet. So if you have my muse would you please send her back my way?
Then as I was checking my emails the other day I clicked on to MSN and I saw it. I saw the reason why I am going through such a dry spell. It is the end days. The apocalypse, no not the one with Gabriel Byrne.
Where was I? Oh yes, there on the screen was a woman with the message to SAVE THE DATE on her car saying that the world was going to end May 21, 2011. Now wasn’t that nice of her to let me know exactly what day the world was going to end? This makes it so convenient for me. I can go charge my credit cards up to the max because, hey come May 21 it won’t matter any more. I can also do that car shopping I have been wanting to do. I’m torn between a Lamborghini and a Testerosa. What? I can rack up all the speeding tickets in the world, it won’t matter.
It is freeing knowing that the end of times is May 21. I am no longer worried about getting that plastic surgery on my drooping body parts. I canceled my hair coloring appointment. Sorry Lola,
Kahuna began to worry a little and said “Honey, Baby, Sugarplum” (because he talks to me like that) “what if that woman is just, um, a little off by a couple of hundred years?” I hadn’t thought about that. I mean my muse left and I just can’t think abstractly. He had a great point what if?
Pienear Woman’s recipes using tons and tons of butter had made my butt the size of Montana. I glared at the wrinkles, jowls and grey hairs and began to sob. I had put all my stock in the fact that this woman was right. That it truly was the end of time. I walked into the bedroom and clicked on the television to check on the weather when there it was the confirmation that it was the end of times. Hundreds of birds were falling out of the sky and fish were floating belly up. It wasn’t just one incident but numerous incidents of these apocalyptic signs. This was it! This is why my muse left and why I haven’t had a coherent thought in weeks.
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